Woke cold at 4 a.m. and turned off the A/C. Had a hard time falling back to sleep. Kept repeating a conversation in my head. Told W yesterday "You don't want to marry me. You don't want to live with me. You don't want to spend time with me. But whenever I'm ready to f*** you'll be right over." Think I might have really messed up. Time will tell.
Sometimes I get tired of being his dirty little secret.
Another rainy day. Guess I'll have a cup of coffee and get it started.
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